Okay, maybe
what I have to say isn’t important enough to restate it. But I just
re-read the previous
blog, and even I didn’t get it anymore. It was wordy. It could
be expanded to a book, or reduced to some principles. When I wrote
it, I was full of it. So here goes with the simple attempt:
Our
denomination is fighting over the question of Homosexuality in
respect to the question, can LGBTQ people be in significant roles of
leadership?
And
to answer that question, we have to answer a whole slew of other
questions: Is LGBTQ practice sin? Does God love the LGBTQ person? Is
it fair, or Christ-like, to single out the actions of LGBTQ people
over the actions of others? Can we learn anything by the lack of any
reference to LGBTQ in the gospels?
And
underneath those questions are some classic battles defined by these
questions: Does Sin exist, and if so, what is it? Is there absolute
truth? Is the Bible authoritative? Is God, or the idea of God, dead?
Can Science and Reason answer our questions of morality? Does “not
standing against” LGBTQ activity mean we are condoning it? How can
we stand FOR “good news, redemption and transformation” while we
are standing against a GROUP of people?
I
believe the argument about the LGBTQ question is one we shouldn’t
be having because it no longer makes a real difference. The point is
moot. Yep, I said it. And here is why:
When
Nietzsche said “God is dead” he declared that humankind didn’t
need the superstitious notions of God anymore. He believed that
science and reason could solve the problems of the world.
Evangelical, and the more conservative bible-believing theologians
reacted strongly to those words. I reacted.
For
me, I asked Jesus to come into my heart and save me from my sins. And
He did. In ministry, I have seen demons cast out, I have seen the
blind receive their sight, I have actually seen the dead raised back
to life. One day, I felt this burning sensation at the back of my
throat, and afterwards, I started speaking in an angelic tongue. When
I pray in that tongue, I see mountains move. I can attest, God is not
dead.
So
here was Christianity, with its back up against the wall, the Cold
War was raging and those “godless commies” threatened our very
existence and faith. We had a fight on our hands.
We
had to prove that God existed to those who rejected him in favor of
Science and Reason ONLY. And one of the biggest arguments used was
the fact of sin, the Biblical declarations of it, and the Atoning
sacrifice of Christ to free us from the curse of sin.
In
order to prove the fact of God, we proved the fact of sin, and
Christianity as the sole refuge for sin.
All
of those arguments were statements, propositions, designed to win the
battle against the statements, propositions, of “science and reason
are all we need.” It was a battle of words and ideas. Both sides
became further and further entrenched in their propositions.
And
then, the vast majority of the culture realized that science and
reason did not provide all the answers. Without discarding the value
and importance of science and reason, we admitted that we needed some
sort of spiritual guidance to help us. We became students of our own
history. We realized that just because we could do something, it
didn’t mean we should. We question: “Should be have used the
A-bomb?”
So,
the culture changed and as it turned out, God wasn’t dead after
all. Culture admitted that science and reason alone cannot provide
moral guidance.
The
Church has a chance to get back to the table as a partner in forming
culture. We lost our seat when the Church reacted to its loss of
significance by creating its own sub-culture. That sub-culture became
so entrenched in the arguments that it didn’t notice the world
wasn’t listening. Instead of trying harder to influence culture in
a way that would make a real difference, it shouted out louder and
louder, to itself -against one another, its propositions. The culture
reacted with a reinforced view that it had become less and less
relevant. They stopped listening.
But
then, in spite of us, culture confesses its need for God and yes,
what we call sin. Some even call it sin. Some call it brokenness.
Some call it “influenced by evil” and some may reduce it to “a
lack of evolutionary altruism.” But the overwhelming majority
recognizes that we need spiritual as well as scientific guidance.
So
here is the solution for us: We need to realize that the LGBTQ
question changed along with the culture. The questions are no longer:
“is there really such a thing as sin?” “Is LGBTQ sin?” Those
questions addressed the proposition: “we no longer need God.”
Today,
however, the questions are: “How does God love the LGBTQ Person?” “How
does God want us to love the LGBTQ Person?” These questions place the emphasis
on God’s loving relationship to humankind instead of the
propositions of the culture. It is almost as if we have to change
from defending “the fact of God” to defending “the love of
God.”
Brethren,
can we forgive each other the passions of the past, look beyond who
won or lost the argument and get back to being God’s Kingdom ON
EARTH and heaven instead of just in heaven?
Author's
note: I don't substitute the word Homosexual or Homosexuality
lightly. For some, the substitution may seem as if I am trying to
take away the very human face of Homosexual persons. I assure you, I
am not. A big part says to me: "leave the entire word(s) in so
that people can realize that we are talking about real people, people
whom we know and love." But I find that too many other people
use the Homosexual and Homosexuality as a derogative. So, when ever
you see "H" in this blog and it refers to Homosexuals, try
replacing it with "someone else that Jesus gave His life for
-just like me."
Author’s
note: In finding community with LGBTQ people who have accepted me, a
former enemy to their civil rights, I learned to replace what was
originally posted as “H people” with LGBTQ. That might explain my
previous author’s note!
3 comments:
Thanks, Phil, for a very thoughtful (and readable) essay. I appreciate your willingness to speak in tongues that can be understood by us commoners. :-) Paul
I loved the Church of the Brethren. In high school, I had a very sad home life and it was my church that gave me security, love, and identity. I felt the call to ministry, majored in pastoral ministries, and became a youth pastor at the Anderson Church of the Brethren for several years. I loved my work and the people I served. It was during my time as a youth pastor, I accepted that I was gay. It was not a party where I celebrated as I discovered a part of myself, it was a slow, deliberate process of research, reflection, prayer, and humility. Ultimately, I had to choose between being the person God made me to be or serving the church that meant so much. You can doubt my sincerity, call me a sinner condemned to hell, or believe that I was never called in the first place, it makes no difference. I was a good youth pastor with potential to be a great leader in the church, but I was cast out because I did not want to lie about a part of my identity. I hope the Church repents for the consequences of constant bickering and policies that segregate or you will fade into obscurity.
Here is the thing. God loves the homosexual and God wants the Church to love the Homosexual.
A friend of mine posted privately to me that my blog did not account for the pain that Homosexual persons feel in the way they are marginalized. He is right.
Chris,
Thank you for pointing this out. Your call to repentance is deliberate language and it is not an understatement.
Because they are denied basic human rights, Homosexual persons deserve more love, not less, especially from the Church.
God help us.
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